Nausea, The Earth and Me

Tell me why do I try to find a way out
When this hole leads me back to a hole
Tell me how does strength make a difference
When all I ever strongly feel is indifference
Watching smoke explore the canals of my body
From cocaine to caffeine and all in between
Disgusting family sitting in a restaurant
Passing animals and stories around the table
Child actor in art school explores perversion
Like an unwanted roach dancing in your ear
Tell me why am I even listening
When you've never said a thing I want to hear