When i’m dead
Sick of chasing all this time i know it ends
And i'm sick of fucking chasing all my friends
Cause i'm running round in circles here again
Just don't forget about me when i'm dead
Sleeping in is just my downfall
Cause i'm wasting most my day (its alright)
I might cook some dinner after all
But my eating disorder stays (it's alright)
Maybe i should drink some alcohol
They say it helps u ease ur pain (it's alright)
Maybe i should take an adderall
So i can focus instead of playing games (it's alright)
Cause i'm so stupid
I'm so useless
Why'd you let me fall
So intrusive
I should do this
I might end it all
Sick of chasing all this time i know it ends
And i'm sick of fucking chasing all my friends
Cause i'm running round in circles here again
Just don't forget about me when i'm dead
Dead and gone i know you wouldn't care
I self sabotage and you just look and stare
I know when you see my name on your phone
You don't like to reply
I hope it all makes sense to you in the end
When i die
Cause i'm so stupid
I'm so useless
Why'd you let me fall
So intrusive
I should do this
I might end it all
Sick of chasing all this time i know it ends
And i'm sick of fucking chasing all my friends
Cause i'm running round in circles here again
Just don't forget about me when i'm dead