Big Brat

Regrets coming after every wrong decision
Your grass look a lot greener than the spot I'm sitting
I just wanna see if there's a yard I fit in
So my feet start inching up to hop the fence and
Take a leap of faith
I pray the landing's safe
If it ain't than I'll embrace the pain my body takes
While they saying break a leg I'm trying to make a brace
And break the habits my defenses let penetrate
For heavens sake
Yo, what the hell I do
I been looking for an answer I ain't gotta clue
Couldn't care if I'm lost I want the honest truth
Hot or cold? Let me know when I'm on the move
If I'm pulling more weeds or if I got a root
Issues stem from trauma then the problems grew
The most toxic go hard to give they all to you
And whats ironic is they often do
Don't ask me if I have enough
I don't
cause I ain't gonna front
I see you got some shit a mothafucka really want
yea hey
You got that, got that stuff yea
You got that, got that, got that stuff yea yea
I need a lil sumn see you got a bunch
Need a lil sumn sumn only got a hunch
I was in the back with no one to back me up
I be in the lab as they party at the club
Out here making moves too scared of getting stuck
Big brat
Gotta have what I want
Yea yea, gimme that stuff
Big brat
Yea yea I wanna stunt
I don't need luck just a hundred thousand bucks
In a thick stack
Couple dollars, couple bucks and a fat blunt
Don't be fooled they ain't fire as me
It's a bunch of smoke and mirrors and they highly discreet
It's a lot of mothafuckas you won't find in them streets
Doing all the things they always talk about when they sing
They only showing you exactly what they'd like you to see
Happens so frequent don't know what to believe
This shit is deeper than the shallow persona they all keeping up
Got the rhymes but don't got no reasons to speak 'em
A lot of people say they dream one day to be the one
While I'm letting you know I'm the one you sleeping on
Rest assured I'll catch Z's when the deed is done
Til then no breaks I don't need a lunch
Too much on my plate I'm getting rid of all the excess
Cut the fat, cut the acts and cut the ties with ex's
Empty glass mindsets won't cut it, can't just
Wait for my cup to runneth over I gotta get replenished
Don't ask me if I have enough
I don't
cause I ain't gonna front
I see you got some shit a mothafucka really want
yea hey
You got that, got that stuff yea
You got that, got that, got that stuff yea yea
I need a lil sumn see you got a bunch
Need a lil sumn sumn only got a hunch
I was in the back with no one to back me up
I be in the lab as they party at the club
Out here making moves too scared of getting stuck
Big brat
Gotta have what I want
Yea yea, gimme that stuff
Big brat
Yea yea I wanna stunt
I don't need luck just a hundred thousand bucks
In a thick stack
Couple dollars, couple bucks and a fat blunt