Another Life

Feels like I’ve been lost in a dream
Admit my grip is weak on every single thing that’s close to me
These Bitter thoughts spread like a disease
Warm horizons poisoned by a cold reality
All my life spent searching for the answers I’d never find and I’m just
Draining all my passion trying to travel back to different times
It’s always the future thats weighing heavy on my mind
I could escape the pain if I can just obtain another life
Visions I’ve seen before
I don’t have thе strength to open that door
The shadows of dеsire overcast
Another life from the one I used to have
Identity rusts and then corrodes
Been dragging all my past lives down a desolate stretch of lonesome roads
Behind these eyes I decompose
Just Going through the motions til I’m ready to explode
The envy that I carry makes me sick of myself
I’m begging for some peace of mind or anything that could try to help
A constant obsession to put my life on a shelf
The truth is harsh but doesn’t seem to scar anyone else
(CHORUS)
Soon I’ll find the truth and it’ll guide me down a path
Hopefully one well lit where I can probably grin and laugh
If my legs begin to give way and I find myself stuck
By then I’m in a better place to know not to give a fuck
Assume the power
To fight back
No complacency, don’t cut em any slack
Kick ‘em back to hell
And pray tell
How the fuck the shadows still try and ravage my soul