WTF (feat. Jozy)

What the fuck day is today
Am I getting paid
Am I already late
How in the hell did I end up here
My head in my ears
Memory unclear
I don't wanna do this anymore
Tell me what I'm looking for
Why in the world did I leave my home
Forever roam
I'm all alone
Tell me how I got these bloody hands
Don't understand, did I hurt a man
How many times did I say my peace
Please accept my apologies
Someone's stealing from my mind
Help me, I'm losing time
Jesus someone take my wheel
Can I heal
Am I real
Cognitive decline
No breaking the bind
Of a trip on the mind
Better cut the bloodline out
Cut the bloodline out
Cut the bloodline out
Cut the bloodline out
Ahhh...
I don't know what I'm doing here
Mind's beginning to loosen dear
Might not have all my juices filled
Well all I know if I'm losing
You want to think about the good old days
But your brain won't recall them
Taken out at my knees
and I'm left to freefall then
Though the lack of memories
Bits and a piece of
All this and that
But mostly a heap of rotten trauma
My brain must protect me from
I'm giving everything I've got to
Catch a break and run
I know the self medication
Was a bane to my cognition
But I didn't have the
self awareness for better decisions
And I know now what I need
It's a timeline separated from those creeps
I'm in an alternate dimension
Looking back and seeing
A fucking blank screen
Finally I've cut the main feed
Ahhh...
Cognitive decline
No breaking the bind
Of a trip on the mind
Better cut the bloodline out