Not To Be Here

If I thought that you could stand I wouldn’t hold you like I do
If I thought that I could live my life with someone else than you
As you turned your head to listen to what I could never say
In a moment of regret I almost gave it all the way

That I need you to love myself
That I need you to be strong
I’ll do anything to make this disappear
I’ll do anything not to be here

If I thought that I could stay I wouldn’t leave you like I do
If I thought that in million days just one we’d make it through
And every morning as you whisper I must never let you go
I would give away my live if only I could let you know