Ever Since

You missed me I missed you
You missed me I missed you
Ever since you went away
My guilt keeps haunting me
You missed me missed me missed me
Really really missed me
And while you dissed me
It uplifts me and gifts me with these
Eloquent rhymes
That relevant times
Can only be expressed to indifferent minds
Opening the bone chamber of lone rangers
While you clone strangers I've grown stranger
To the thought of you I fought for you
Realizing that it only brought me through
What I needed to I never needed you
Or your opinion or your dominion
Of my persona chasing the corona
Bored over myself being ignored over
No I take my own name Yeah I take my own shame
And conquer it through God's permit
For I'm just commissioned
Not omnipresent or omniscient
It's sad you think I was tripping
Especially when you've been missing
You missed me I missed you
You missed me I missed you
Ever since you went away
My guilt keeps haunting me
You missed me I missed you
You missed me I missed you
Ever since you went away
My guilt keeps haunting me
My winter's song is in the first leaves of autumn
When I fell in love with my beloved darling
Who's my inspiration
God breathed inhalation
My ventilation in this bent out mutilation
Of sensations and all that came with this
World of iniquity under its equity
I find the best in me
Is still just putting a time stamp
On my life's bag it keeps beating
My heart's greeting
You with honesty and modesty
It's got to be shocking me, Haunting me
From the floorboards of my chest
Tell me Lord how do I check
Myself into your clinic
Not to mimic but to give it
Honest and committed
But sins never finished and won't stop
Time's got a grip that's a wristwatch
You missed me I missed you
You missed me I missed you
Ever since you went away
My guilt keeps haunting me
You missed me I don't miss you
You missed me I don't miss you
Ever since you went away
I've become a better me