How to Spot the Antichrist

I woke up feeling down
Rubbed dirt from my eyes
This endless summer quit too soon
The marigolds all died
And I don't mind

I must have fallen hard
Cause I can't remember when
Smiles were sincere
Not false emotions

Too scared to move on
I'd love to love again
Too weak to give in
Everything dies everything ends

I built this palace tall and strong
You crashed right through it's guarading walls
Have I lost my mind?