I've Been

I haven't felt whole
Cause there's a hole in my soul
And a piece of it is missing
I've been reminiscing
I've been disassociating
I've been patiently waiting
I've been anxious, ain't shit making sense
I aim, but I miss my shot
I've been thinking about you a lot
I've been trying to stay persistent
Cause consistency is key
Since last Christmas
It's been hard for me to be myself
I keep beating up myself
I don't even see myself
When I'm looking in the mirror, Lord
Can you make my vision clearer
It's been poor
Can't afford to be like that no more
I've been trying to go the distance but I keep on falling short
I've been trying to go the distance but I keep on falling yeah
I keep slipping
I've been tripping
I keep losing
Life's been confusing
I keep slipping
I've been tripping
I keep losing
Life's been confusing
I've been trying to get back on my feet
I've been feeling incomplete
My energy's depleting
From defeating
All these demons
Am I reaping what I sow?
Is that why I feel so low?
I just need to be solo
I just need to get some rest
God is this another test?
I have got to do my best
I have been a stressed out mess
More or less
I know that it's for the best
I've been losing sight
I have not been doing right
Yeah
I keep slipping
I've been tripping
I keep losing
Life's been confusing
I keep slipping
I've been tripping
I keep losing
Life's been confusing
I keep slipping
I've been tripping
I keep losing
Life's been confusing
I keep slipping
I've been tripping
I keep losing
Life's been confusing