Mylife

This time I've been wasting away (1 2 3 4)
Don't know where to go It's hard to tell these days (5 6 7 8)
This time I've been wasting away (9 10 11 12)
Don't know where to go It's hard to tell these days (13 14 15 16)

Spent time and I've been out here knowing no one loves me
Baby I don't know who to turn to
Maybe it's my time to
Run away and rest in piece
Feel like I got a
Strange disease
Left behind it'll follow me but
Maybe that's the way it's meant to be

I can't breath with my head underwater
I can't see anything that I want to
My lifе supposed to be differеnt
Thought my life was gonna go different

I can't breath with my head underwater
I can't see anything that I want to
My life supposed to be different
Thought my life was gonna go different

Baby breakin' all the promises
Until the point of stopping this
They don't know what honest is honest is
That's why I'm doin' what I want and shit
I don't really give a shit
I don't face the consequence consequence
And I just gotta understand write into my bitch account
Oh that shits already spent
I need to take my liver out
Grow a feeling fuck a sale
I had to spend another a bill
Can't tell my feelings really real
But baby I'm not feeling well

No I really wanna go
But I really wanna stay
I just wanna go so crazy
I don't really wanna live
Don't really wanna die
I just wanna get so fucking high
No I really wanna go
But I really wanna stay
I just wanna go so crazy
I don't really wanna live
Don't really wanna die
I just wanna get so fucking high

I can't breath with my head underwater
I can't see anything that I want to
My life supposed to be different
Thought my life was gonna go different

I can't breath with my head underwater
I can't see anything that I want to
My life supposed to be different
Thought my life was gonna go different

Thought my life was gonna go different
Thought my life was gonna go different
Thought my life was gonna go different
Thought my life was gonna go different