Off My Medz

I'm feelin' rowdy, I got all this shit bottled up inside me
And I'm almost to the point, where I just wanna catch a body
And I wouldn't even give a fuck, if somebody shot me
Man I think I'm actually going nuts, somebody stop me (I'm fucked)
It's like I'm stuck in a rut, broke and useless
I'm really fuckin' going through it, I don't see no solutions
The walls are closing in, my future is looking bleaker
You can here the fuckin' pain in my voice, come through your speakers
I'm a savage, with an impossible advantage
You could end up in the fucking hospital, or vanish
Cuz I feel like I lost it, and I wanna squeeze the led off
Ain't trying to knock you out, I wanna knock your fuckin' head off your shoulders
Every day that I grow older
My heart grows colder, it is below frozen
I'm feelin' so hopeless, chillin' alone smokin'
Just wanna leave you covered in holes, with bones broken, bitch

So much stress, and it makes me sick
My life's a mess, I can't take this shit
Just wanna die, cuz I'm on the edge
Lost my mind, like I'm off my meds
It's how I feel, cuz I hate these streets
And I can't deal, with this rage in me
Get out my face, you know how I do
Cuz I might, take the shit out on you

You don't want no smoke, I'm like a human torch
You don't wanna provoke me, I don't do remorse
Fuck a pig, and his badge, and fuck his uniform
Fuck a snake, and a rat, and fuck a stupid whore
Fuck everybody, cuz I don't give a fuck bitch
And fuck you, if you ain't one of the few that I fuck with
Fuck the entire society I'm living in
And fuck anybody that tries to lie to me, I'm livid
I'm ready to snap demons, machetes and black heaters
Pray that my aim is steady, then blast people
From the belly of the beast, vivid dreams of demons
Killing me in my sleep, or me killing my enemies
And seeing them leak, just like president Kennedy
Just bleed in the streets, 'til you die and become a memory (Bitch)
I think I'm losing it mentally
And booze is the only thing that I choose, as a remedy (Damn)

So much stress, and it makes me sick
My life's a mess, I can't take this shit
Just wanna die, cuz I'm on the edge
Lost my mind, like I'm off my meds
It's how I feel, cuz I hate these streets
And I can't deal, with this rage in me
Get out my face, you know how I do
Cuz I might, take the shit out on you

What you thought I was finished, nope
I'm about to drop the fuckin' bomb any minute
And I might be drinkin', and shankin' people with bottles of Guinness
Before this song is even written, and if we got problems
Than you may wanna seek religion, cuz I'm on a mission
Either to better my position, or do what I gotta
Until they sentence me to prison, cuz I come from the bottom
I don't pretend to see what isn't, just my life in this bottle
Of fuckin' Hennessy I'm mixing, so what am I doing
It's like I'm fighting with the devil, but I'm only human
And I'ma die a fucking rebel, fuck all the confusion
I got the peddle to the metal, like it's all an illusion
That I invented in my mental, speaking of mental
I'm like an animal, in the streets of the ghetto
A fuckin' cannibal, and I gotta sink my teeth in and revel
So I'm gonna jab at you, then I'm stabbing you as deep as stilettos
And I'm about to blow my lid, like fucking steam in a kettle

So much stress, and it makes me sick
My life's a mess, I can't take this shit
Just wanna die, cuz I'm on the edge
Lost my mind, like I'm off my meds
It's how I feel, cuz I hate these streets
And I can't deal, with this rage in me
Get out my face, you know how I do
Cuz I might, take the shit out on you

So much stress, and it makes me sick
My life's a mess, I can't take this shit
Just wanna die, cuz I'm on the edge
Lost my mind, like I'm off my meds
It's how I feel, cuz I hate these streets
And I can't deal, with this rage in me
Get out my face, you know how I do
Cuz I might, take the shit out on you