Only Six Stars in L.A. Sky

Mum look up at the sky every night
'Cause you're lucky where you live
I was born under the moonlight
Watching shooting stars
They pointed to the way which I'll follow
I think my life was meant for this
The way it's way darker than I've experienced
I was meant to see
Only six stars in L.A. sky
Only six stars in L.A. sky
Only six stars in L.A. sky
Only six stars in L.A. sky
I learned I shouldn't ever trust someone again
And I shouldn't ever show you all love
Smiles and laughs only in the raves
And my way free of enemies
And you keep saying that I'm brainwashed
And that I've got everything at home
But I feel your eyes watching me from everywhere
There's no door that I can lock
And I tried to hurt myself with medicines
I tried to warn you about my feelings
But my ship has taken its direction
Towards the storm and I can't get out no more
My hands are slowly losing the wheel
The rustle of the wind is destroying my ears
The waves are throwing me off the ship
And for the first time stars stop to shine
Mum look up at the sky every night
'Cause you're lucky where you live
I was born under the moonlight
Watching shooting stars
They pointed to the way which I'll follow
I think my life was meant for this
The way it's way darker than I've experienced
I was meant to see
Only six stars in L.A. sky
Only six stars in L.A. sky
Only six stars in L.A. sky
Only six stars in L.A. sky
I fell in the sea
Now I'm underwater
While I was navigating
Everything in front of me turned black
Now I'm going deeper
And I'm short of breaths
I see my future faded
Every dream an indistinguishable color
I never revealed what I wanted
'Cause nobody would believe me
And nobody would support me
And fewer people now love me
'Cause I wanna be a star
Like the ones you watch from below the stage
but I need you to tell me that I'm good
To tell me that I'm a good person
Can you say this?
I'm lost
Only six stars in L.A. sky
Only six stars in L.A. sky
Only six stars in L.A. sky
Only six stars in L.A. sky