Big Dream

Sun beaming through the smoke
cs I cope she tells a joke
I start to giggle
Stuck in the middle
Wonder if I'll ever fall for hope
Distractions will I let her go
I don't know
I say no to dope
I say no to drama
I done had plenty both
So If I'm being honest
I can really go without
I still have my doubts
Painting pictures in the clouds
croma therapy always loud
No none sense is allowed
Call me crazy maybe
I'm am one for the ages
Cuz I write my own books
So I turn my own pages
I earn hourly wages
So you know that I'm patient
I'm always working on me
You do you an get faded
N I'm sick with the verses
I know I'm imperfect
So much time I just wasted
Hurtin over one's who not Hurtin
I'm coming back now stronger than ever Searching my soul just making me better

1234. Closing my eyes while I'm searching for more 5678 open my eyes in this right on my plate 910, 1112 I'm headed to heaven but coming from hell 13 14, 1516 I'm doing me you can call this my big dream

Ones that I'm close to getting distant
cs I try an go the distance
Run it back it's fourth an inches
I question my whole existence
Haters lurking like a serpent
Claiming I am undeserving
Wanting answers find the merchant
No one can speak upon my purpose
You Bye a thought for just a penny
The go back an get the gemics
Stand for nothing fall for any
The crazy thing there been plenty
Block your blessings like D Henry
I look inside for all forgiving
Everydays a new beginning
I know I need to work more
Like BC on the hard floor
Or bri bri on the laptop
Or Sean when the pass pop
Or kdog when the gas low
Madz fill it up when the gas low
Sometimes I'm a asshole
I no I get so distant
When off on a mission
You feel like I'm missin
So much life I be missing
My apologies is given
Won't deal with who tripping
I'm just asking how you living

1234. Closing my eyes while I'm searching for more 5678 open my eyes in this right on my plate 910, 1112 I'm headed to heaven but coming from hell 13 14, 1516 I'm doing me you can call this my big dream