Letter to Myself
So im writing a letter to myself
Only meant for me
Nobody else
cnd this pain i feel
Can it be helped
Only time will tell
Only time will tell
What is wrong What is right
What is a reason that creates a fight
What is life What is love
Who do I trust
What is enough
I'm pressing my luck.
I'm risking it all as I double up.
I'll look to the skies for answers above
I guide my heart still searching for love
Fighting the feeling of never enough
Searching for closure refused to give up
Life is a bitch it is what it is
It is what you make it a rightfully take it. The ones that I love now they be hating
So I walked away practiced some patients manifestations visions creating
Never OK with staying and places
That stay so complacent
Complain that they anxious
Not looking for changes
So I took my chances. I have no advances. I'm doing my best manage my stress forever im blessed but now I confess
I'm feeling neglected
These thoughts in my head having me Trippin
I need to pull back remember the mission the reason we get it not everyone get it and I stay committed for Taylor let's get it
So im writing a letter to myself
Only meant for me
Nobody else
cnd this pain i feel
Can it be helped
Only time will tell
Only time will tell
Millions of questions
Wrongs and rights
What is the reason
We Create a fight
Living the life
Fighting for love
Everyones falling
Looking for trust
Letter to myself
Please dont fail me
Searching inside
For all that is healthy
I am wrong I am right
I am the one who creates the fight
What is life I don't know
Love is a battle see my bullet holes
I don't trust many That's enough I suppose
cnything goes I know I don't know
Life is my bitch she gives what you give
Karmas her sister who never forgets
I talk to myself been like that since a kid
I make no decisions I'm so indecisive
I hide behind mask but don't really like it
Not sure if we will ever be more than just right here
Falling asleep to thoughts I can not share
Most of the time I'm not here
Fighting for life I'll soon get it right
This my letter to me so much more I should write fuck it goodbye
So im writing a letter to myself
Only meant for me
Nobody else
cnd this pain i feel
Can it be helped
Only time will tell
Only time will tell