Anxious

Anxious I been feelin low I don't know if I can take it
Never sell my soul but I love it when I break it
People say they know me but on stage I been faceless
Crowded desk of pills by the mic I'm wastin
My life is a circle everyday I do the same shit
Scared that if I change it I might throw some shit and break it
Only me myself and I the devil getting famous
Swear I might collapse how much more can I take this?
Living out my dreams but it's never what it seems
Always on my own cuz I'm searching for my peace
I don't need no one to help me fuck the fakes
Fuck the fame in my lane watch me beat the fuckin bass
I'm usually not the one to be throwin all these shots
But now I got the funds to tell lables "fuck off"
Even with anxiety full of contradicted thoughts
I'll just keep on makin music till the day you see my body drop
Can't escape it got no patience wish that I was fuckin shameless
But I keep on moving this my time to keep on proving
That I'm different I'll be endless
Till the day that I feel painless
I just wanna make my music fuck the rest
Yuh aye
Anxious I been feelin low I don't know if I can take it
Never sell my soul but I love it when I break it
People say they know me but on stage I been faceless
Crowded desk of pills by the mic I'm wastin
My life is a circle everyday I do the same shit
Scared that if I change it I might throw some shit and break it
Only me myself and I the devil getting famous
Swear I might collapse how much more can I take this?
Try to keep my head high
But I'm lying if I said I havent lost my mind
Demons at window try to close the fuckin blinds
But my soul isn't that hard for them to find
Death on my shoulder it affects the way I view things
Should I keep on moving or just let him fuckin use me?
Swear that imma die it's so funny how my mood changed
Take another pill yuh overconsuming
Need to change my ways in this life
If I don't I know that imma fuckin die
Lately I been wishing for some time
With someone that could give back my life
Anxious i been feelin low I don't know if I can take it
Never sell my soul but I love it when I break it
People say they know me but on stage I been faceless
Crowded desk of pills by the mic I'm wasting
My life is a circle everyday I do the same shit
Scared that if I change it i might throw some shit and break it
Only me myself and I the devil getting famous
Swear I might collapse how much more can I take this?