​bed of roses

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I'm staring at my ceiling almost everyday
It's like I'm unable to even move
All of the depression's made me feel unsafe
I'm constantly in the worst mood of moods
You never answer me when I need you the most
I love to think that you're my guardian
But then I enter reality and see
That you're just a friend that has way more fun
So why is it that I love you way more than you
Have ever loved me before?
I'm not often correct on some situations
But I know my life is more boring than yours
Nobody's life is a bed of roses
I can't find no more lights
Trapped in an abyss of darkness and fright
Everytime I wake up to life, to life
Nobody tries to make me feel better
It's a horrible night
Everytime I'm about to cry myself to sleep
I could just die, just die
I open up my feelings, I'm trauma dumping
I say I feel sad, now I'm guilt tripping
Talking to anyone can affect their mood
Maybe I just shouldn't say a thing
The walls love to cave in on me when I feel weak
I can never find all of the fun
I wish I had someone to be there for me
But then I would just be a burden
Nobody's life is a bed of roses
I can't find no more lights
Trapped in an abyss of darkness and fright
Everytime I wake up to life, to life
Nobody tries to make me feel better
It's a horrible night
Everytime I'm about to cry myself to sleep
I could just die, just die
Nobody's life is a bed of roses
I can't find no more lights
Trapped in an abyss of darkness and fright
Everytime I wake up to life, to life