doctor am i fine ? (feat. Sam Higo & Marianne)

Been doing this all my life
I don't need to hear it ain't worth my time
If you want to see the other side
Doctor am I fine ?
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Wonderland
Change of perspective
Homies hatin' on me and I am affected
Yeah I ain't effect-less
Cuz when I drop they receptive
Matter of fact let's blame it on y'all
For having projected your self-hate on me
Let's face it, it made me self-made
Self-taught, my thoughts are fenceless
I write my shit semi-awake
I don't need to know
Creation comes from within
I don't need to blow
Cut my ear to stop the voices
Do I need to Gogh to extreme lengths
Like life or death if I want to grow ?
I give the best advice, I don't take my own
I'm on the roll
I'm wondering in Wonderland
I'm covering uncharted lands
Chasing dreams got me losing sleep
I'm either close or I'm losing flair
Maybe Greece's sun will shed some light
Sometimes you gotta breathe, like give it air
Take the summer off, try to get it right
Let the record show I took the blows
And went my way
I'm only twenty something doc
Shit ain't alright
Right ?
Right alright
Shit ain't alright
Cuz I remember back enough
When I used to talk but was never backing up
Homie back me up ?
Y'all dab me up, hype me up, but never back me up
Mad as fuck
To be fair though, lumbago
Now I'm treating homies like embargoed
And as far as the peace goes
It only comes by when my piece goes
So I tell my friends it's a phase
I'm in law school, raps a game
"Don't take it serious, graduate"
Don't know how serious I actually am
I was twelve in my room getting bullied
At home and at school so I started to truly
Scribble my thoughts and I did it so freely
My rhymes came out dark but I said how it should be
Couple years past with a couple more scars
Heartbreaks, backstabs did leave a mark
Ain't forget nor forgotten
Not afraid of remarks
Not a tree for the barks
Not a shot in the dark bish
I saw the bullseyes quite clearly you bitch
"Look at yourself you is drowning you bitch"
"Procrastinate more than Parisian bitch"
Give me a lifeline, I'm drowning you bitch
There's gotta be a Wonderland I can reach
There's gotta be a Wonderland I can preach