To Live

To be live in shame is all I've got
Today forever

Another day, another fight, but I am doomed to fail again
What can't I resist? The urge to ease the pain once more
My life is only grey and black and I know there is no turning back
My soul's forever lost, drenched in booze, I bear this cross

To be live in shame is all I've got
Today forever
One day I will break when there is nothing left to take
May this day coming soon, so I can leave this world behind

To live, to suffer, to regret
There's so much I want to forget
To sleep, to rest, to die
Bury me deep when I'm dead

Solitude day and night, empty bottles by my side
My mind is always numb, but still the pain is far too strong
Slowly my past fades away and the future trickles in my hands
The present I can not stand, I pray to have a painless end

I tear all bridges down
Leave only burning ground
From life I cut me loose
And drown myself in booze

I can't fight no longer
I can't live no longer
The wish to die gets stronger
So let me go!