Lost Inside

Who am I if I’m not myself
If most my life’s been lived by someone else
What would I be if I never see
What truly is what I’m created to be
What happens when life brings no joy
Just the pain of being alive is all that’s left
The way forwards been lost inside
And the key to freedom has been smothered with pride

Every time I look in the mirror
I see someone else he says
Hold on it won’t be long
I believe in what he says
Cause my feelings tell me
Hold on it won’t be long

Halfway through being a child
It became so hard to smile
Fear holding my hand
So to survive on the way
I created my day around
Living in my head
No one could show me the way
Alone at the end of the day
Couldn’t figure it out in my head
The slow spiralling down
Lost but never found
All I wanted was to ease the pain

Every time I look in the mirror
I see someone else he says
Hold on it won’t be long
I believe in what he says
Cause my feelings tell me
Hold on it won’t be long

Every time I look in the mirror
I see someone else he says
Hold on it won’t be long
I believe in what he says
Cause my feelings tell me
Hold on it won’t be long