In Waiting

I miss the way you held my hand and made me feel safe
I'd give it all away, just to feel it again
Every day feels cold and I know you loved the rain
The water drops haven't stopped since the day you went away
We took our younger days for granted
And never planned to get this far
We were meant to be together but now we're so far apart
I still ask God the same question, every single day
Why he would give me an angel but then just take you away
The flowers may die that I still take to your grave
But the memory of you, in my heart will always stay
Because it's hard when you are still everywhere I am
So many sleepless nights, all alone in our bed
It was always you, it was always you
But it should've been me
Trapped in my head are the words I could never say
My regrets will follow me to my grave