Lonely

Derek Murray

I ain't got a text in a week, I know you still cry every night
Tellin' me that it ain't me, why you even gotta lie about it right
Tryna act like you wasn't a lil' freak, I was in your thighs every night
You was on top of me, sayin' you care and you could see far in my eyes
I'm in the back of a Benz truck drank in my cup fill with crushed ice
You threw forever around like a lil' word that can't make a grown man cry
You can see pain in my eyes, you can see danger inside
I coulda fucked this lil opp thot in my DM's over a thousand times
But I wanted somethin' real, somethin' I never had before
I'm sad, but I can't pop a pill, she blocked me, she stealin' my will
She only like me for the thrill, you can come back, baby, it's real
My momma said that it ain't right, and I gotta know, that's a done deal
All the money, it don't do shit to me, I'd rather have her, or you shittin' me
You were my best friend, are you kiddin' me? Now I gotta live life in epiphany
I'm happy I ain't give her Tiffany, but I'll give her whatever she want
Ain't got a text in a week, I know you still cry every night
I see you stalkin' my socials, come, baby, just lie by my side
I know you lonely every night, but I cant do shit to fix it
I know you miss me by your side, block my number, baby, you can't hide
I'll see you in a week, this love shit, it ain't for the weak
Now you sittin' down, smokin' weed, now you thinkin' about you and me
Wonderin' where I be, and you cry every single week
Wishin' it was still you and me
I'm here, baby, I love you too damn much
Never gon' miss a lil' slut, but right now I need some love
I'm rich, but I still get sad sometimes, it got me thinkin', what the fuck
She told me, go love someone else, that shit got me on the ground
In my head, all I hear is pounds
I been doin' this since a lil' kid, so I can't give up now
I'm prayin' she come back one day, am I really just wastin' my time
What do I gotta do to get you back up into my life
I'm not desperate, I really liked you, got me cryin' every night
I don't need you, but we both know that's not a fact
I could go fuck on a opp, thot I wouldn't even care about her next night
You said that you wanted to fuck me, told you a virgin, and I said, that's tight
I don't really care no more, baby, come on, let's fuck, not fight
I could go say that I don't love you, but we both know that's a lie
Met you seven days ago, and I already feel this tight
I never felt this way about a girl, it's so delightful
Give me one more chance, I'll make it right

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