Need to Be Needed

Does it show on my face?
Cuz I'm holding everything --
cll stress, no grace
Life plays back in my mind
Some scenes they kinda sting
cnd stay

Put it all in a hot air balloon
Cut the string, send it straight to the moon
This is not what I wanted, but my head's all haunted
Had a talk with my inner child
She is caught between gentle and wild
Which wolf am I feeding?
Just need to be needed

Feels like I'm almost out
cnd I don't want charity
I'll be all right
New names dance on my mouth
cnd it's kinda scaring me
Like a black light

Put it all in a hot air balloon
Cut the string, send it straight to the moon
This is not what I wanted, but my head's all haunted
Had a talk with my inner child
She is caught between gentle and wild
Which wolf am I feeding?
Just need to be needed