The Longest Road

hit the bloodstream quicker
i take two shots to the brain
well these nights are long
when you're always living in pain

adrenaline through me
chemicals working
this time i won't get away

letting senses fail
watch it all fall right into place

i don't wanna speak
i know what you expect of me
i can't go quietly
i won't be another memory

all the things i could be
are nothing if they get to me
if i let them change how i think
if i lose control

i've been working on me
refocus my energy
to focus on being elite
not what's underneath

i don't wanna speak
i know what you expect of me
i can't go quietly
i won't be another memory

taking the longest road to feel something inside
stuck in the space between my chest and my mind

if i keep on doing that same old shit, that same old shit
i won't get better

taking the longest road to feel something inside
stuck in the space between my chest and my mind

all i feel is pain
all i feel is shame

if i keep on doing that same old shit, that same old shit
i won't get better