to myself

All of my life I aspired and wanted more then people
I wake up but I don't pray, I just write bars to feel peaceful
It goes for then most that I hate living, I feel less equal
This earth is corrupt, it's poisoned by all the fucking people
More time I wish that I was born a later date
So I could explore, be free and live without my chains
But I can't, I reached my limit I'll go another way
I'm gonna make it in this life, I swear that on my fucking grave
All these motherfuckers praying on my downfall
I got more then you do but I don't give shit about you
I'm steady on my grind not thinking anything
I'm just paving the way so I can live up above the ground floor
I'm telling you, nothing's getting in my fucking way
I don't have time for any wasteman so trust me you ain't safe
I'm spitting bars for a living and if you told me that 3 years ago
I'd laugh it up and said you'd lied right to your motherfucking face

I never thought I'd be here, I can't believe it
All these years of pain, I felt it's finally relieving
Since 0-18 I have not felt the same
I'm chasing something, I'm still trying to work out the lane
There's a route for everyone in this life, you just got to switch up
How you think and maybe then you can find your way
I promise that you can have what you want
Don't give it up, I trust the process won't do me wrong