​givin’ up?

[Chorus]
I'm going through all my thoughts in my head
I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark
It feels like I'm nearly dead
Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah
I'm going through all my thoughts in my head
I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark
It feels like I'm nearly dead
Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah

[Verse]
Wish I'd know what would happen to me when I was on day one
I already failed on day two when I was searching for some trust
But I couldn't realize it when I wasn't even sleeping the next night
That's where the trust issues started 'cause people are cold as ice
What a great relief it would be if all this were an illusion
So I know what's up likе a lucid dream and won't act so stupid
Pieprzyc ludzkosc 'cause thеy don't really act like a human
Fuck, I need a door to leave it 'cause all of this is just so useless
Seeing a real door that I could enter would be much better
Just to exit my mindset full of a spam of random letters
Seeing a real door that I could enter would be much better
So I don't have to think about my appearance as a clown actor

[Bridge]
Where is my time when I need it?
How long I'm supposed to live without a meaning?
Without the imagination of what I'm seeking?
And without a fucking clue why I'm still breathing?

[Chorus]
I'm going through all my thoughts in my head
I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark
It feels like I'm nearly dead
Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah
I'm going through all my thoughts in my head
I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark
It feels like I'm nearly dead
Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah
I'm going through all my thoughts in my head
I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark
It feels like I'm nearly dead
Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah
I'm going through all my thoughts in my head
I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark
It feels like I'm nearly dead
Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah

[Bridge 2]
I'm going through all my thoughts
I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark
Feels like I'm nearly dead
Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah
It ain't an option, nah

[Outro]
I'm going through all my thoughts in my head
I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark
It feels like I'm nearly dead
Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah
I'm going through all my thoughts in my head
I'm runnin', runnin' 'round in the dark
It feels like I'm nearly dead
Givin' up? it ain't an option, nah