That’s All I Got So Far/Being Alone

That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far

I'm 21 years old
And I have no friends
(That's all I got so far, that's all-)
Tonight I'm extra lonely
(That's all I got so far)
Just out and about, by myself as always, and
(That's all I got so far)
I'm just going to talk about why I have no friends
And I'm gonna start from the very beginning

They just ignored me
Like nobody talked to me
Summer ride on a beach
And howl at the day
(Once upon a time, when I was born, years ago)
Summer ride on a beach
And howl at the day
(And I grew up with not a single friend, not a single friend)
Summer ride on a beach
And howl at the day
Summer ride on a beach
And howl at the day
Summеr ride on a beach
And howl at the day
Summеr ride on a beach
And howl at the day

(I've been hiding out so long)
I remember, I tried to make a friend
(I gotta find another way)
And I was saying, "Hi! Hi!"
(I've been hiding out so long
I gotta find another way)
And uh, that didn't work out so well
(I've been hiding out so long)
When I, when I find someone that I think is super cool
(I gotta find another way)
Like, its like they're too cool for me? I don't know
(I've been hiding out so long)
I'm really trying, and putting in effort to be friends
(I gotta find another way)
But it doesn't happen

I‌ ‌get‌ ‌too ‌far‌ ‌in‌ ‌my‌ ‌thoughts‌ ‌
They‌ ‌take‌ ‌me‌ ‌back‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌start‌ ‌
Where‌ ‌we‌ ‌were ‌
Like‌ ‌we’re‌ ‌still‌ ‌all‌ ‌good‌ ‌
But‌ ‌then ‌I’m‌ ‌lonely‌ ‌
And‌ ‌my‌ ‌mind‌ ‌doesn't‌ ‌understand‌ ‌
I‌ ‌get‌ ‌too ‌far‌ ‌in‌ ‌my‌ ‌thoughts‌ ‌
They‌ ‌take‌ ‌me‌ ‌back‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌start‌
You‌ ‌know I,‌ ‌you‌ ‌know‌ ‌I‌ ‌miss‌ ‌you‌ ‌the‌ ‌most‌ ‌when‌ ‌I’m‌ ‌lonely‌ ‌
You‌ ‌know I,‌ ‌you‌ ‌know‌ ‌I‌ ‌miss‌ ‌you‌ ‌the‌ ‌most‌ ‌when‌ ‌I’m‌ ‌lonely‌ ‌
When‌ ‌I

Being alone, being alone
Being alone, being alone
The feeling of being alone
The feeling of being alone
Just like you put your [?] in your phone, or in your car
Being afraid of being alone

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(I've got no friends, I was lonely)
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(Being afraid of being alone)
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I‌ ‌get‌ ‌too ‌far‌ ‌in‌ ‌my‌ ‌thoughts‌ ‌
They‌ ‌take‌ ‌me‌ ‌back‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌start‌ ‌
Where‌ ‌we‌ ‌were
Like‌ ‌we’re‌ ‌still‌ ‌all‌ ‌good‌ ‌
But‌ ‌then ‌I’m‌ ‌lonely‌ ‌
And‌ ‌my‌ ‌mind‌ ‌doesn't‌ ‌understand‌ ‌
I‌ ‌get‌ ‌too ‌far‌ ‌in‌ ‌my‌ ‌thoughts‌ ‌
They‌ ‌take‌ ‌me‌ ‌back‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌start‌
You‌ ‌know I, ‌you‌ ‌know‌ ‌I‌ ‌miss‌ ‌you‌ ‌the‌ ‌most‌ ‌when‌ ‌I’m‌ ‌lonely‌ ‌
You‌ ‌know I,‌ ‌you‌ ‌know‌ ‌I‌ ‌miss‌ ‌you‌ ‌the‌ ‌most‌ ‌when‌ ‌I’m‌ ‌lonely‌ ‌
When‌ ‌I, when I

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I've always been alone, my entire life, my entire existence I've been alone
Just going around and living my life completely alone
I'm good with being alone
I mean, being alone is beautiful in a way
Like, nobody is in my life, you're completely alone in the world
And it bothers me so deeply

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I‌ ‌get‌ ‌too ‌far‌ ‌in‌ ‌my‌ ‌thoughts‌ ‌
They‌ ‌take‌ ‌me‌ ‌back‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌start‌ ‌
Where‌ ‌we‌ ‌were
Like‌ ‌we’re‌ ‌still‌ ‌all‌ ‌good‌ ‌
But‌ ‌then ‌I’m‌ ‌lonely‌ ‌
And‌ ‌my‌ ‌mind‌ ‌doesn't‌ ‌understand‌ ‌
I‌ ‌get‌ ‌too ‌far‌ ‌in‌ ‌my‌ ‌thoughts‌ ‌
They‌ ‌take‌ ‌me‌ ‌back‌ ‌to‌ ‌the‌ ‌start‌
You‌ ‌know I,‌ ‌you‌ ‌know‌ ‌I‌ ‌miss‌ ‌you‌ ‌the‌ ‌most‌ ‌when‌ ‌I’m‌ ‌lonely‌ ‌
You‌ ‌know I,‌ ‌you‌ ‌know‌ ‌I‌ ‌miss‌ ‌you‌ ‌the‌ ‌most‌ ‌when‌ ‌I’m‌ ‌lonely‌ ‌
When‌ ‌I, when I

You‌ ‌know I,‌ ‌you‌ ‌know‌ ‌I‌ ‌miss‌ ‌you‌ ‌the‌ ‌most‌ ‌when‌ ‌I’m‌ ‌lonely‌ ‌
You‌ ‌know I,‌ ‌you‌ ‌know‌ ‌I‌ ‌miss‌ ‌you‌ ‌the‌ ‌most

When I was lonely, like, nobody talked to me, nowhere
I grew up extremely alone and
Just far away from all civilisation, and
Obviously that probably didn't help my social skills

Being alone
Being alone

That's all
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
(I'm 21 years old)
That's all I got so far
(And I have no friends)
That's all I got so far
That's all I got so far
(That's it)
That's all I got so far