N a Rut
I been in a rut for months and years
The sneers and jeers from peers
Gone pierce my shield like here’s my fears from ear to ear
This smile was clear and now it’s smeared
And now it’s clear, I ain’t ever gone rest my head in bed I shed a tear
This Belvedere
I switched from liquor and moved to beer
I switched some things and switched some lanes, and switched some gears
You was the headlights and I’m stuck like a deer
Tried to keep my head right, like I’m stuck in a veer
I know that you just scared right? if you was here
I’d hold you down like every night, but I’m too insecure
I’m also scared of failure to succeed the throne, I’m not your king
I wear a ring don’t mind me. I’m just imagining
I just wanna see you breathe, I’m bleeding for no reason
My whole life been fucked up, I ain't 2 good at grievin
Believe in what you want
I’m thievin it’s robbin season
Where my batman
Signal in the sky, I picked it up like the trash man
Dos got a quick temper used to call me madman
Stayed in a hospital cause they said I need a cat-scan
And that’s an advantage
I’m just a bandit
My head was spinning and I'm feelin kinda frantic
Review the damage
I cannot stand this
Welcome to the first tape where everything candid
You used to fill me up; I just need a hug now
It’s been 6 whole years and I can’t even fuck now
A whole six like a touchdown, I jet out until you touchdown
This was getting easier, so why’s it so fuckin tough now
From sun up to sundown
I hear all of these gun sounds
I’m nervous bout this comedown
I guess I’m in a rut now
I guess I’m in the rough now
That was a bad tee off
I used to conquer hard shit
And now I just beat off
I never feel dumb now
I’m usually just p’d off
Everyone got hardships
Listen to my detox
Reebok’s and white sox
Out the park a home run
Beat stops and beat drops
I'm namin all my old ones
And cold ones
I’m sayin all these words but never sold one
Met some good people in Georgia, And I ain’t Knowshon
Moreno, I’m just runnin back to no one.
Middle name Leon, imma king that got a notion
I almost failed out of college from mixing up the potion
Now I have no fun
Worries I just coax em
Smooth it over, lotion
I hate folk, like most of em
See I’m in a rut but I’m coastin