Watching Paint Dry / Nobody

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐈 - 𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭 𝐃𝐫𝐲

[Verse 1: Drewsome]
Staring at these walls hoping they don't talk to you
'Cause they see way more than the world does
Man, these walls see right through you
But you can't see through them, maybe that' s part of the trick
They know all about you and you don't know shit
You're better off clueless maybe you're better off dead
You can't help feel trueness when you're lying in your bed
And you can't turn off the music that's blaring in your head
Your body starts shaking and your stomach starts aching
Look over at the clock, now your whole room is vacant
Now your head starts pounding and ideas start sprouting
But all you hear is shouting and you can't stop growling
Why am I so anxious? Dude, I don't understand
I wrap myself up in this blanket but I can't feel my hands
I came into bed at 10 and now it' s 3 o'clock
I tried to plan ahead but instead I can't knock

[Hook: Drewsome]
I've been staring at these 4 walls for the past 5 hours lying here watching this paint dry
I toss and I turn but I show no concern cause maybe my life is a waste of time
I've been staring at these 4 walls for the past 5 hours lying here watching this paint dry
I toss and I turn but I show no concern cause maybe my life is a waste of time

[Verse 2: Drewsome]
How long have you gone without sleep?
Well me, I've been up for 2 days I feel great
48 hours ain' t got nothing on me
I think this calls for a discussion, you agree?
I get these migraines on the highway and they say "Oh Drew, you just need to hydrate!"
Meanwhile I haven't slept, I can't keep myself in check
Under my eyes is pitch black, look at me, I'm a wreck!
So I swallow these pills just to get a nights rest
But I'm killing myself, I pay a price but no stress
'Cause I finally can sleep but what if I never wake up?
Is it bad I don't care? This is a mistake, it's enough
I just wish i gave a fuck about my self-health for once
'Cause when shit gets rough I blame everyone but the dunce
I've swallowed cups and cups of this poison in my gut
And now I can't adjust, Oh my God this sucks

[Hook: Drewsome]
I've been staring at these 4 walls for the past 5 hours lying here watching this paint dry
I toss and I turn but I show no concern cause maybe my life is a waste of time
I've been staring at these 4 walls for the past 5 hours lying here watching this paint dry
I toss and I turn but I show no concern cause maybe my life is a waste of time

[Bridge: Mike Artuso]
O-oh
Can't sleep at night, I'm feeling like a mess
No-o
Weep at the lights cause I'm filled with regrets
O-oh
No-o
No-o-o-o

[Verse 3: Drewsome]
Night terrors every night, can't get to bed
Screaming and crying 'bout the voices in my head
Falling asleep in class now they wanna suspend
Maybe then I'll get some sleep, Oh man not again
Sleep walkings next, I woke up in the tub
With the bathroom door locked and no I wasn't drunk
Now my grades doing shit, mom's worried I might flunk
Teachers think I'm being rude, I promise you I'm not a punk
Why does this always happen?
Why is all I feel such sadness?
I can't dream but I imagine what it feels like to be napping
My sleep paralysis could put me in an ambulance
I sleep with this amulet, I'ma need a analyst
I hear false realities, million of 'em, galleries
Will I be a casualty? I gotta change my strategy
My stress and anxiety is worse than I admit
But this mess inside of me is a curse, I reminisce

[Hook: Drewsome]
I've been staring at these 4 walls for the past 5 hours lying here watching this paint dry
I toss and I turn but I show no concern cause maybe my life is a waste of time
I've been staring at these 4 walls for the past 5 hours lying here watching this paint dry
I toss and I turn but I show no concern cause maybe my life is a waste of time

𝗣𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗜𝗜 - 𝗡𝗼𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆

[Verse 1: Drewsome]
Alright
Yo, yo
6 o'clock, my alarm starts ringing
Only slept for 2 hours, are you fucking kidding?
Those pills Ricky gave me weren't so fitting
Today's already shitty and it's only the beginning
Hopped in the shower so I started singing
Left alone with my thoughts, I do too much thinking
They told me smoking was bad, so I switched to drinking
They told me to stand up for myself, well I prefer sitting
I put God first but only keep sinning
Sometimes I wonder if this life is even worth living
Everyday I'm so high but feel like I am sinking
I should do less spitting, and do more quitting
I wake up and I paint my face like a clown
So people can't tell when I'm feeling down
I drift away and keep my headphones on
So don't question me when I don't know what goes on
You see me in the hallways laughing with my friends
I mean acquaintances cause they won't be here 'till the end
I don't have time for fake people either we riding or we not
If it's a no now don't hit me when I'm hot
All you motherfuckers ain't real in my grade
You claim to know my music but not even my fuckin' name
I love my girlfriend, but she just don't understand
The pain I've been going through, the hell that I've been damned
I'm in a battle with myself cause I don't know what to do
Shoutout that girl Michelle, she's always stayed true
I wanna chill out but only create more stress
I'm getting judged for how I talk, act, and how I dress
I've lost all interest in everything, but my craft
I'm a child at heart it's such a bad trait to have
I'm only 17 but my mind is older
Fuck a warm heart, mine only gets colder
I'm such an awful person but present myself as if I'm not
I claim to learn my lesson but I haven't been taught
My mother raised me right, so you would've thought
That it wouldn't be my fathers personality that I caught