holding u

I feel like a ghost in my own skin
Feeling like I'm worthless
Writing all these verses
My way to cope
Planned on letting me go
When the time was right
Never felt so alone
But I'll still fight
Did this all on my own
I'll do it in spite
But I'll never forget the time with

You
You by my side
You made it alright
Oh I woulda held you close
Holding you tight
Holdin' you
Holdin' you
Holdin' you
Oh I'm holdin' you

I'm holding you
It's inside my head
I know you're not here
But you still take my
Breath away Breath away
Fade away Fade away
Into the dark I will
Fatally Fatally
You broke my heart way too
Fatally

It's change for the better
It's changing me
I know I'm making history
I'll sleep when I'm dead
Words I shouldn't say
No I'm not okay
I'm better off dead

I feel like a ghost in my own skin
Feeling like I'm worthless
Writing all these verses
My way to cope
Planned on letting me go
when the time was right
Never felt so alone
But I'll still fight
Did this all on my own
I'll do it in spite
But I'll never forget the time with

You
You by my side
You made it alright
Oh I woulda held you close
Holding you tight
Holdin' you