Roulette Routine (It Is What It Is)
[Chorus]
See nobody, my life in a tint, all that company been too expensive
I decided it is what it is, I be fighting, I feel like it's extra
Ain't gon' lie I be fighting my temper, every season it feel like December
It be cold on the inside, they be tryna get time out but I won't let 'em
I cannot die with no trophy
Bitch, I get high, I don't OD
I give a fuck what they told me
I be embarrassed of old me
When the plug outside, I could ease my mind, the floating just feels like I'm coping
Tried to speed my time, couldn't ease my life, but I don't be thinking I'm hopeless
[Verse]
I don't know why it's so hard for me to feel I'm at home
When I'm out in public, I wanna be gone
I'm feeling something disrupting my soul, I don't know why it can't let it be known
I don't know what's in the way if we grown
You trade on your brother, you getting disowned
I gotta learn to be great on my own, bet with my gut and I never was wrong
Yeah, I feel like I'm popping a seal, I don't feel like copping a pill
Turn in the right, no stopping the wheel
Zooming at night for something to feel
I been losing my mind don't tell me to chill
You tell me don't do it, I tell you I will
Tuh, do everything how it's supposed to be
I don't like nobody over me
[Interlude]
I hate playing it safe, I want no more caution
And would you please just shut the fuck up, I don't want no one talking
And every message that hit my phone, just make me feel exhausted
And when I text you I don't laugh, I read that shit and scoff
Man, sometimes I wanna blow my brain to turn it off
And put it up for auction, my oxygen, you can take it all
Feel like I'm fading off and everything I did, feel like I paid a cost
[Chorus]
See nobody, my life in a tint, all that company been too expensive
I decided it is what it is, I be fighting, I feel like it's extra
Ain't gon' lie I be fighting my temper, every season it feel like December
It be cold on the inside, they be tryna get time out but I won't let 'em
I cannot die with no trophy
Bitch, I get high, I don't OD
I give a fuck what they told me
I be embarrassed of old me
When the plug outside, I could ease my mind, the floating just feels like I'm coping
Tried to speed my time, couldn't ease my life, but I don't be thinking I'm hopeless