Drown

If I found myself an angel
She'd sit here and hold my hand
She would listen to my problems
And say that she understands
How I turned to dust
Pulsing through my veins
It had took the place of distance
I just lost my way
I had fallen low
Thought I found my high
Life's dragging me down
You're watching me drown

When I'm thinking of my childhood
I dreamt myself out of here
Staring out the window
The clouds would
Change shape for me
They'd appear to glide
Representing hope
And shed some light on the face of me
Now the clouds are one
They block out the sun
Now life's dragging me down
You're letting me drown

So tell did you see the omen
Did you see me landing here
Just a body laced with poison
Beneath a blanket of despair
I may not paint a pretty picture
But tell me you still care
You may not know the man you see
But I'm still me

I don't wanna see your faces
And see what you think of me
My time burning all the bridges
We know that you built for me
I can't numb this pain
Can't remove the stains
It won't shield the rain
Pouring down on me
And I know I can't understand
How life is letting me down