Crystal Ship
I'm building a rocketship
With all the bad memories you left me
To soar through the space and the stars
Find some place I can hide
From your judgemental design
Through travels I see meteors and dust
Of everything you've done to cause this mistrust
Aches me how long it took me to see
The solution was to pack my stuff and leave
Oh no! You might be upset that I'm leaving
'Cuz it's out of your control
Going somewhere you simply can't bestow
The pressure you desire
Weightlessness is what I aspire
Cause all you've done is torture me
Make me wanna leave this world
You were my life, my star
Now the lavender is gone
You painted my earth your blue
Just to make me hate you
All the dreams we had
Are now pain that lingers from the past
Travelling through stardust
Making sense of what had happened
In that one cold winter night
The snow fell down
Hid the tears that froze down my frown
Through planets I see glimpse of memories
Clouded by galaxies, all of your mistreats
Aches me how I run to the stars
But sometimes I see Halley from afar
You might be upset that I'm leaving
Yeah it's out of your control
Going somewhere not even I know
Pale blue dot gets far away
Consciousness begins to fade
'Cause all you've done is torture me
Make me wanna leave this world
You were my life, my star
Now the lavender is gone
You painted my earth your blue
Just to make me hate you
All the dreams we had
Are now pain that lingers from the past
Take me away
I can't take all of this pain
Oh it hurts too much
That I seem to never be enough
Ground control, can you hear me?
I'm not coming back
The light of the stars shines so bright
I float through it all, let out a cry
One no one will hear, Bm not see my demise
Far above so high
Don't let me fall
Don't let me fall
The black void has it all
Cause all you've done is torture me
Make me wanna leave this world
You were my life, my star
Now the lavender is gone
You painted my earth your blue
Just to make me hate you
All the dreams we had
Are now pain that lingers from the past
I trusted you
You had my heart destroyed
At least in my Crystal Ship
I can't hear your voice
You used me
I was toyed
Least in my spaceship I'm high
And I only se
The void