This Year

Had to find myself this year
I’m gonna be in the field
I don’t care about a deal
I’m doing this shit for real
And I did it on my own
Ain’t no hope ain’t no codes
I was doing it for my woes now they left me now they gone
And it’s okay I understand everybody life is different
But I promised to my family ima change the way we living
Cuz I can’t do this shit no more
Seeing my family so broke
And it’s okay ima star
Prove it once is enough

Old me in some new cars
And I can’t trust a s**t
I’m love lost from the start
I don’t fuck around no more
Ain’t no help yeah I know
And idk where to go
And I been doing this shit for some years yah don’t know
All the struggle and the pain that I hide in my face
Wish yah could see the ways that I face all my eighths
Yeah I’m good yeah I’m straight
Strapped up don’t hesistate
Love me but not the same
Yeah I know you so fake
Everything you done say
Was all lies to my face
Can’t trust a word you say
F***** around and got blamed
Take a L not okay
Now I know we aint the same
Just bossed up guess it’s fate
P**** n***** check in place

I was alone on the block
Talking crazy to the opps
I don’t f*** around a lot
I don’t like a lot of spots
I can not walk safe at night
Demons out all the time
Hoodie up yeah it’s fight
In the stu every night

Had to find myself this year
I’m gonna be in the field
I don’t care about a deal
I’m doing this shit for real
And I did it on my own
Ain’t no hope ain’t no codes
I was doing it for my woes now they left me now they gone
And it’s okay I understand everybody life is different
But I promised to my family ima change the way we living
Cuz I can’t do this shit no more
Seeing my family so broke
And it’s okay ima star
Prove it once is enough