​missing u for drug abuse

[Chorus]
I don't want the drugs when I'm with you (When I'm with you)
Fuck it, don't wanna miss you (Wanna miss you)
Addiction, yes, mental issues (I got my issues)
You can't handle it, bitch, you (Whatever, fuck it)

[Verse 1]
A bit too clean for me, the real dirty (Yeah, that's right)
Already know that I'm not earthly
But am I wrong thinking that you perfect?
Or I just don't want to leave you hurting
Is my numbing really worth it?
Is being high really just my purpose?
Why's my darkness always gotta surface?
I drink it all and I say that I curbed it

[Chorus]
I don't want the drugs when I'm with you (When I'm with you)
Fuck it, don't wanna miss you (Wanna miss you)
Addiction, yes, mental issues (Mental issues, fucked up)
You can't handle it, bitch, you

[Verse 2]
It's probably I'm just so stupid (Why am I like this?)
In a month or two, I'll probably just lose it (Yeah, probably)
She notice that I'm drug abusing (Abusing)
Asking me about texts and what the truth is (I don't know)
Not like I'm even ever really lucid
Too high in my thoughts, bitch, you know that shit be putrid
I could love, but you know it may ruin you
That always make my past come back and bite you
I could just die, yeah, like tonight too
I don't know really what [?] you for me
A memory, yeah, what to do?
Whatever, bitch, let's just let these demons loose (Yeah, yeah)

[Outro]
I don't want the drugs when I'm with you (No)
Oh, fuck it, don't wanna miss you
Addiction, yes, cancel issues (No)
You can't handle this, no, bitch, you