See Through

I see through the lies
I see through the pain
I see through your energy blocking my timeline today your messing with my brain
Now is that all you have to say?
That You made a mistake
That you prayed I would change
Is that fair to say?

I cant believe the fool you made of me
That was surprising to see
You changed all my morals and made me so weak now I'm back my emotions have healed
Emotionally
I'm spiritually bleached
Reminded how I wanna be
How I wanna be
I'm making my moves so precise just how I wanna be
Petunias all in the room yes they soothing me
Violet white pink and yellow and blue ici
Beautifully placed and arranged on my conscious it's bonkers how calm I am when I notice these
Harmony's siren instead of my sigh and
High end my vocals entirely dying
I'm fired up no not ready to retire I'll rest when I'm dead on my head on my piles of
papers and pens all the stacks I am stood in
Paper cuts on my calf's like I couldn't
Wade the way through the weed and the wood and the mud oh I'm tired but I won't give up and I

I see through the lies
I see through the pain
I see through your motionless heart in the flames your attempts to despise me just will not disdain
I see through the lies
I see through the pain
I see through your energy blocking my timeline today your messing with my brain
Now is that all you have to say?
That You made a mistake
That you prayed I would change
Is that fair to say?

Locked my true feelings inside now I'm dying inside yes I'm crying inside
My heart was denied you stripped me down down then built me back up to size
It's mad how I'm tired
The fire burns in my sky's oh messiah why
It feels like I'm on trial I'm flying high running through it yea you all know what I'm doing I'm trying
I musta missed another mile
I'm running through it not one break been a while
So wild the monsters roam it's homicidal
The romans patrol the moment on the sides
These silent types ain't the best but that's fine
Our paths have crossed and we smiled
Our minds joined and ran wild
See that is what livings about
See that's what livings about
I gotta do it no word from the crowd
Money and power that's what I'm about
Built for the music I'm smooth as a scout
Blow
Wow
Feelin' myself
Might not be Ill but I'm feelin' myself
True to my soul yes I'm treating myself, I'm not mean to myself
I have all I need now come to think of it hell
I am not the one to think about fitting the margin
Moves and decisions I use it so I am not one for discarding
Pardon
I'm asking ya darling
I ask can ya calm it
I ask can you move to the side
I'm tryna live my life it's hard when yer head barking
Why are u charging
You might as well have been a mistake to start with
You're definitely guarded
What's gwanning
Come on love, has it started?
What are you talking about
Why are you chatting you're out
Out of my life as it failed I don't pout
I'm proud but not I'm not gonna lie I was down
Now this is not just some sop story for the people who been fuckin' prayed on
See I rose up from the pain it's what u do with it how you make gain
You can fake game
But when the suns down you gon' make rain
Coz that's true to you and your mind state
Make your mind up mate I can't wait