I Hate Me (I Don’t Anymore But I Did When I Wrote This Song)

[Verse 1]
This too shall pass
Walking through the woods on a cool gray day and I fantasize the opening lines of my suicide note
But if it lasts, I hear heaven’s great, like a pretty posh place
But I’ll have to work on speech
Or maybe I’ll just negotiate cause selfish is the only way I know

[Chorus]
Fuck me, I’m so lucky
I hate me
I hate me
I hate me
Fuck me, I’m so lucky
I hate me
I hate me

[Verse 2]
This too shall pass and I won’t feel sick every time I click
But this world is pretty fucked up and I’m so scared
And then there’s you
You who I owе everything too but I can’t evеn hear the sweet nothings you whisper in bed at night
I’m trapped inside this boxy head and I can’t think outside

[Chorus]
Fuck me, I’m so lucky
I hate me
I hate me
I hate me
Fuck me, I’m so lucky
I hate me
I hate me

[Bridge]
Really hope the New York Times writes about me
Doesn’t have to be on the front page but maybe by page 3
They could say that I was special and that I never lied
But I guess that they’ll just write about the next dead guy

[Chorus]
Fuck me, I’m so lucky
I hate me
I hate me
I hate me
Fuck me, I’m so lucky
I hate me
I hate me