perfect

empty bed again
year and a half went fast, nothing seems to last i swear

i'd do it all over
yeah that i know
but i'm hurt
pretty bad, feeling sad
kinda mad about it

every time i think about you now
i cry so hard
grown man weeping, straight up i am
no shame about it

and every time i see your face on Instagram
i wanna block you and feel OK for a minute
just one second
then undo and search you again

girl, we were so perfect
that's why it hurts
yeah we were so perfect
but it still didn't work

we were so perfect
why did it end?
we were so perfect
now i lost my best friend

i'm breaking down as i write this song
i swear to god, i will never be able to listen to it
i'll never be able to hear my words

it's truly the darkest place that i have ever been
and you know where i was before i met you
at least i know i'll beat it again

and i don't wanna die because you showed me the value of life
everything we had, i'm gonna find it again
i just hope that i can learn to let her in