Contemplate (feat. RodneytheAlien & Atomikk)
Late nights I always start to contemplate
Lots of religions to think about having faith
If were here to love explain why everyone shows hate
The deeper I think the more my anxiety, rises to a higher rate
Like Plotting my ways to win, I spend some time alone
Evil will take you in, it talks to you in different tones
Explain to me why misery loves company
Always got to find somebody to spread the fuckery
How long will my motivation last?
Cause when it's gone that is it and that is that
That is Something that I can not forecast
Like three stacks always been outcast
Aye yo I contemplate
Then proceeded to meditate
Block everything as I levitate
To take away the pain
Aye yo I contemplate
Then proceeded to meditate
Block everything as I levitate
To take away the pain
I'm sittin' outside while I'm smoking a cigarette Yeah
I'm on the outside as I'm looking in With this feeling inside
Plottin' ways to win And tryna figure out what is contemplated All these complications
I'm tryna simplify But I don't got a simple mind It's turnin' n' twistin' like
When I be up in the sheets On late nights, my thoughts keep me up
I'm tryna sleep Whom I'm tryna be? That's what I'm askin'
As I take a drag, inhale and then ash it Am I really stickin' to the way that I planned it?
All this shit on my mind, I'm needin' answer
Aye yo I contemplate
Then proceeded to meditate
Block everything as I levitate
To take away the pain
Aye yo I contemplate
Then proceeded to meditate
Block everything as I levitate
To take away the pain
What if my optimism will mislead me
Even with some pressure, you couldn't stop the bleeding
I need to drink the pain away, I won't succumb, they will not get me
Can you tell me if the cup is half full or half empty
I've always been insecure about people's perception
How many people fuck with me I need the percentage
People barely nod their head when they listen to my voice
Observing all the little things in the grand scheme of noise
If there is a God then goddamnit
How the fuck is being good outlandish
People celebrate release date instead of GPAS
Would you rather pass away then graduate?
Aye yo I contemplate
Then proceeded to meditate
Block everything as I levitate
To take away the pain
Aye yo I contemplate
Then proceeded to meditate
Block everything as I levitate
To take away the pain
Man I don't have the time to think man
I've been contemplating too much man trying to get this stuff off my mind
Be up all night and shit contemplate latenight contemplate latenight contemplate
Contemplate contemplate (Na na na na na na na)