Like to Be Me

You don't even know what it's like to be me with the thoughts in my head
And I'm walking these streets and got lost when you said
That you had me pinned down, but I think it's clear by now
That you don't even know what it's like to be me when things aren't easy
And you feel out of place but it still won't keep me down
But I think it's clear by now
I swear that you don't know what it's like to be me
I sit alone questioning everything and what I should believe
I swear I never lied you don't believe me but it's true
I didn't say it often but I put nobody else above you
You told me that you loved me and you lied to my face
Now our love is buried 6 feet under roses in a case
And I would die for you yeah without a damn warning
But you don't even care if I wake up in the morning
I only gave you honesty you only gave me shit
Cus honestly, you promised me that we would never quit
And I admit I didn't see it coming so now I'm running from the pain and I keep running
You don't even know what it's like to be me with the thoughts in my head
And I'm walking these streets and got lost when you said
That you had me pinned down, but I think it's clear by now
That you don't even know what it's like to be me when things aren't easy
And you feel out of place but it still won't keep me down
But I think it's clear by now
Yeah
I remember when I couldn't take you out to eat
But we fixed it with light candles and Him & I on repeat
You had a place in my heart and you were keeping the beat
You know without you in my life it wouldn't be complete
So I took another hit, I took another day
And I stay with you don't give a fuck about what they say
But I should have listened, should have heard what they said
I guess love made me blind and now I'm stuck in my head
And you know
You know I'm feeling low you don't have to lie to me
Only thing that scares me more than heartbreak is sobriety
So now I'm always drinking and numbing my pain entirely
And I don't want no one to see so I'm doing it quietly
You don't even know what it's like to be me with the thoughts in my head
And I'm walking these streets and got lost when you said
That you had me pinned down, but I think it's clear by now
That you don't even know what it's like to be me when things aren't easy
And you feel out of place but it still won't keep me down
But I think it's clear by now