Habit

Just by looking into your eyes
Just by removing your lips from mine

Pitiful, but I already know all the
Drama between your friends spread like a web
Your financial situation
Even all your habits
The words you haven't said
And the presents you've prepared
Our dates always follow the same pattern
Talking is a duty, like filing a report
Suffocating each other
We struggle like a bird in a cage
Well knowing that the scars will only get deeper
Saying that time will solve everything
Though "goodbye" is such a small word
It feels like a train headed to the final stop
The sky after the storm
Thinking that it'll be better
Looking at each other with closed eyes
Our relationship is like a two side LP
Alienated from each other
We look at different directions
Looking in your room hanging in the same place
Are the same dried flowers
Today I go to the same store
And buy the same flower

Just by looking in your eyes
I can sense your feelings
Your eyes used to glow like small jewels
Just by kissing you I know your words
The smile you gave me
Is becoming a habit

Walking down a blocked road broken seesaw
Here & there, up & down in this fake paradiso
That smile hides everything
Suffocating pillow
Buried inside is deep pain
There's nothing fair
In this Vanity Fair
Just the rotting remains of a castle
My throat is parched
Dreams turn into nightmares
Our meeting was a spoiler because
However you look at it the ending is clear
The illusion dies as times drags on

(No matter where you are)
It feels like you are right next to me
It's exhausting
(I empty another glass)
No matter how much I drink I can't get drunk
My stomach is on fire
(Even if I erase you for a little bit)
Once while eating
Once while walking
Memories keep popping up
Even though I remove your photos
You still remain

Just by looking in your eyes
I can sense your feelings
Your eyes used to glow like small jewels
Just by kissing you I know your words
The smile you gave me
Is becoming a habit

No matter where you are
I empty another glass
No matter where you are
Even though I remove your photos
You still remain