For Me

I cannot go down to sleep
My head will not stop spinning
These questions will not keep
It doesn't come out quite right
But I can't deny this thing
That has me wondering tonight

When I finally close my eyes
For the first time I am seeing
Clearly through Your pale disguise

It's not fair, it's not right
It's my sentimental streak
Nothing ever worth having
Could ever come this cheap
There's no way, it can't be
There must be some mistake
When the One who authored everything
Is falling on His face for me

I cannot walk this same line
With every moment holy now
Infused with the divine
My every breath comes so real
I can make out Your intentions
In the smallest thing I feel

I am finally here at last
But it took a promised future
It took a storied past

It's not fair, it's not right
It's my sentimental streak
Nothing ever worth having
Could ever come this cheap
There's no way, it can't be
There must be some mistake
When the One who authored everything
Is falling on His face for me

I didn't think I was headed for disaster
I wasn't look for some happy-ever-after
But in the space there between
Is the thing I've been looking for
The freedom that was bought for me

I am finally here at last
But it took a promised future
It took a storied past

It's not fair, it's not right
It's my sentimental streak
Nothing ever worth having
Could ever come this cheap
There's no way, it can't be
There must be some mistake
When the One who authored everything
Is falling on His face

It's not fair, it's not right
It's my sentimental streak
Nothing ever worth having
Could ever come this cheap
There's no way, it can't be
There must be some mistake
When the One who authored everything
Is falling on His face for me
For me