Blue

I just try to
Try to understand why life
Makes us feel blue
Cause I do
Day by day few
Moments of real happiness
Come to me through
Shades of blue

Bad days,
giving up on that mad blaze
Giving up in that haze
Trying to understand my life
Everyday so mental, need to settle, need to breathe
I could use a pen to ease the demons I live with
I could use a hand to please me even though I did baby
Even though I did
Dreams get heavy when you age, I'm on the line
Where you feel you're on the edge but you got time
Am I fine? I'm a mess, still a babe at 26
With no money no success
Stop with the stress

I just try to
Try to understand why life
Makes us feel blue
Cause I do
Day by day few
Moments of real happiness
Come to me through
Shades of blue

Blue color is so subtle
My feels are puzzle
But I'd rather see in double
Than seeing one only trouble
Bad days,
giving up on that mad blaze
Giving up in that haze
Trying to understand my life
I don't wanna stay, but don't wanna lose everything that I built
I'm scared today, yeah I'm scared to choose, cause I'll fuck it up with my guilt
I don't live, I wait, I don't sing I bait, i don't, I don't know
Don't run though I'm late, hesi-hesitate as they go
You're no baby but you feel new to this place
Filled with people seeing you starting the race
Fall on knees, put a poker face
Crawl until you wheeze
Til you win the chase

I just try to
Try to understand why life
Makes us feel blue
Cause I do
Day by day few
Moments of real happiness
Come to me through
Shades of blue baby
Baby, baby, baby, baby