Probably Dangerous

On those nights when I want
to scroll
till my mind shuts down
I'm just stifling my need to
bawl
my eyes right out
anyone else now?
who needs to face the
sadness that comes
with reflection?
I've got WiFi connection
I can Zoom my way right out of
all the nihilistic stressing
I've got jokes and I'm
well-dressed and
I can show off
Doesn't it all feel better
when I'm showing off
Doesn't it all feel much less
heavy
when they're wanting what I've
got
Doesn't it all feel better
when I'm showing off
Doesn't it all feel better when I

Forget the thing that made me
sad
what gets lost along with that?
Probably good right with the
bad
that's probably dangerous

I know that everything I fear lives
in my mind
but
don't let them know the word
prefers you to be blind
I try to pretend but I can feel it in
my eyes
I don't want to feel so I just bed myself in lies
so I just
Forget the thing that made me
sad
what gets lost along with that?
Probably good right with the bad
that's probably dangerous

The more I let myself feel
the bad feelings now
the better
the good feelings feel later
Forget the thing that made me
sad
what gets lost along with that?
Probably good right with the bad
that's probably dangerous