At Mirror's Speech

At Mirror's Speech
Inside of me, will always be
The urge to not be seen
Hiding the face I can't embrace
Crowding my world with falsity
Distorting portraits with ease
Warped entity, identity
Is what they see what I believe?
Or am I lying to myself
Filling my head with disease?
I fall apart
At mirror's speech
Speak not of my demons
Skin, bone, and teeth
Dysmorphia lingers enthroned
Forever clutching flaws I carved unto the stone
Fallacious frame always to blame
True image evades, portray me not
Reading the room for defamation, fear of plot
I catch a face, credence erased
Is what they see what I believe?
Or am I lying to myself
Filling my head with disease?
I fall apart
At mirror's speech
Speak not of my demons
Skin, bone, and teeth
Seams torn apart
At mirror's speech
Speak to me of reasons
To seek to look at me
All my life
Always longing for
Unaltered echoes in the glass
Peace of mind
In pieces on the floor
Shards tell of the same old past
Eisoptrophobia
I fall apart
At mirror's speech
Speak not of my demons
Skin, bone, and teeth
Seams torn apart
At mirror's speech
Speak to me of reasons
To seek to look at me