Crash

I've spent the whole album talking about the crash
It's time to tell y'all what happened
That night was the lowest I've ever been
Mason, Will, Landon, Sydney
Y'all were all there that night I tried to end me
Here's my mother fuckin' story ah
Remember the night of the Halloween party
Remember the night of the Halloween party
Remember the night of the Halloween party
Remember the night of the Halloween party
Yeah Yeah
I tried to die comet suicide
Took a whole bottle of pills pills
Wanted to get sober gettin' older
Showing y'all how I feel feel
I was so happy I got Sydney
I wanted to die still still
Y'all never knew what the fuck I was going through I was so blue in the face face
Waitin' for the pills to kick in
I started hidin'
I hid in my car
I hid in the yard
I wasn't gonna go far
Tick tock there goes my clock
My time is running out
I need to move quick feelin' sick
What did I do I don't wanna die
To my moms room so I can cry
What the hell
Do I prevail
What's that smell
Is it Death
When will I take my last breath
I'm getting sleepy my eyes are getting heavier
Who is that knocking at the door
Please be my mom
Don't be the reaper
Don't be the reaper
Don't be the reaper
Don't be the reaper
Oh my God it's Sydney
Please help me God please help me
I'm slowly dying
I can barely breath
I can barely see
I can finally be free
I'm tired time to close my eyes and see

I wake up Syd's holding my head
Did I die
Was I dead
All of a sudden I look around the room Will, Landon, Mason, Brennon are in the room
They ask me if I'm ok
I get up and I walk away
I'm so dizzy I can barely walk straight
I'm falling down my head hits the ground
I look around
There's no one around
Then I hear a sound
Someone tells me to go outside so I try
So I try to go outside
I get outside and I fall down
I pry to God to please heal me from the sin I just committed
My body fills with up with darkness
My heart starts to beat slow
My life flashes right before me
Black starts to fill me
My body starts giving up on me
I throw up I throw up all the pills
How could this be they are still in one piece
God lookin' over me
He did not want me to die no matter how many times I tried
How could my life go from this to that so fast
God you saved my life
God you saved my life
I walk back to the room like nothing happened
Everyone asked me if I was ok
I said yeah I'm fine I promise I'm fine
Yeah I lied
I just tried to comet suicide suicide