Backstage Freestyle

I've been out past too late, trying to forget you
I've been at the shows, studios, open mics, club nights swaying off that Grey Goose (swaying off that Grey Goose)
'Cause when your world believes in you, you have to follow through, explanations are just excuses (explanations are just excuses)
Winners don't justify no losin', participation trophies don't roose me (participation trophyyy)
No big breaks but I've had some lucky days, wireless backstage, heard the crowd roar at names
Felt euphoria on stage of their teams winnin', high mids ringing, the electric singin'
Bright lights beaming and the reward chingin', anxious pree-ing cah the nerves creeping in
Capsules swimming in their liquor spillin', hazy viewing from the weed smoke chilling
In my chest, some dumb hoes feigning for who's next
Some dumb hoes
(Some dumb hoes, for whoo-oo-oo-oo)
So tell 'em come my waaay, there's plenty gaaames, I'm down to plaaay
(I'm down to plaaay)
Just understand you ain't getting saved, unless you're giving SZA (unless you're giving SZA)
Talk that talkin' like Rihanna (Talk that talkin' like Rihanna)
Dream lover like Mariah (Dream lover like Mariah)
Oooooh
(I need ya'll to throw y'all middle fingers up if y'all doesn't care
How many people in the crowd doesn't care)
Then I'll wear a cape