Had You

[Intro]
I wish I didn't have to get high just to feel alive
I didn't chase clout to make my family proud
I wish that I could drown out all the noise that isn't you
Didn't wear my heart like your tattoo
I wish I fucking had you, yeah
I wish I fucking had you

[Verse 1]
I wish that I meant everything I ever said
Wish I wasn't stressed, my head wasn't a mess
Wish that I was happy when I seen my friends' success
I wish I was the one that unzipped your dress

[Chorus]
I wish time would stop
So I could let you in
So we could start again
All these shots lined up
Why do we reminisce?
Just to forget again?

[Post-Chorus]
I wish I fucking had you
I wish I fucking had you, yeah
I wish I fucking had you

[Verse 2]
I wish that the silence didn't speak so loud
Wish I didn't doubt that you'd bе in the crowd
Wish someone would listеn every time I made a sound
Wish I wasn't lost ready to be found

[Chorus]
I wish time would stop
So I could let you in
So we could start again
All these shots lined up
Why do we reminisce?
Just to forget again?

[Outro]
Why do we reminisce?
Just to forget again?
(Why do we reminisce?)
(So I could let you in)