Not Okay

Don't you see?
That I was the one
My life is a mess now you're gone
Please come back to me
I need you here with me can never live without you by my side
My pillow's stained with tears just know my heart broke that night when I cried
Please won't you stay?
No I'm not okay

I wish it didn't have to end this way
Cos part of me still loves you and hopes it will be okay
Even though you hurt me bad I somehow numb the pain
With all the time we spent together, never be the same
My heart is so damn broken, but my arms are still open
The things that I would do just to get you back into my arms again
This pain is affecting my brain
I'm insane, was our relationship just a game?
I'm upset, feel like death
It is eating up my chest
Miss your face and your smile
Though it's only been a while

Don't you see?
That I was the one
My life is a mess now you're gone
Please come back to me

Everytime that I close my eyes
You're the one I see it ain't no surprise
Cos I love you and I'm not telling lies
I just hope for you this love never dies
Yes you hurt me bad and yes I'm feeling sad
Why does it hurt so much, why can't I just be glad?
I really loved you so, why did you leave me blue?
Somehow I miss you girl, I guess it must be true

You haven't a clue, what I have been through
My heart is so broken it has split into two
This life is a mess, I've had to digress
From where I thought I'd be and It's causing me stress
I've tried my best to fix it, do these bricks fit?
They dont really do the trick but I can't risk it
Staying on track, It's a habit and I'm back
Don't ever wanna slip cos there ain't nothing to left stack again