Goodnight (feat. Hayley Anne)

I must have dozed off happens more often than not
Woken by the shock of something dropping after dropping off
Look up at the clock an it's half two
I fell asleep holding a bottle again watching cartoons
I may aswell finish this sleep ain't coming again
It's just me so I ain't gotta pretend
Brave face through the day because my wife ain't coping either
That's an understatement she's fucking broke in pieces
Can't even begin to imagine how she's feeling
And there's nothing I can do but be there to catch the tears an
I don't even understand this grieving
I never seen them so why do I keep seeing them then
They never made it now they're forever resting
How you mourn for someone that you've never met with
It's overwhelming with all these never ending questions
I'll never feel their touch but I will never forget them
Didn't get to know you
But oh how we feel you so strong
How do we carry on
Our time it was stolen
There's no growing old
We can't say goodbye
So we'll say goodnight
So we just supposed to carry on as normal now
I wanna scream out loud but I don't wanna talk about it
Defy the silence cause it must break smiling for a son's sake
But crying inside for fu
How we gonna stay strong he's visibly upset
Telling him he isn't gonna be a big brother just yet
It's like we in a daze keeping busy tryna fill the days
But every minute feels the same
It's like a piece of the puzzles missing
I never even got to kiss them but I still miss them It's mad
We never gonna be fine we still gotta provide
And life ain't gonna stop so we gotta get by
So I'm at the gym again thinking I don't wanna drink again
But without the drink to numb the feeling then I'll end up thinking
I suppose we don't get over it
We just gonna learn to cope with it
Didn't get to know you
But oh how we feel you so strong
How do we carry on
Our time it was stolen
There's no growing old
We can't say goodbye
So we'll say goodnight