her song p2

(It's no use, Jo
Jo you've got to have it out
I've loved you ever since I've known you, Jo
I couldn't help it
And I tried to show and you wouldn't let me, which is fine, but I must make you hear now
Give me an answer, because I cannot go on like this any longer
I gave up billiards you
I gave up everything you didn't like, I'm happy I did
It's fine. I waited, and I never complain

Because I
You know, I figured you loved me, Jo
And I realize I'm not half good enough, and I'm not this great man, and
Yes you are
You're a great deal too good for me, and I'm so grateful to you, and I'm so proud of you and I just

I don't see why I can't love you as you want me to. I don't know why)

Girl, I hate to tell you I'm not really with the small talk.
I don't need nobody to take this pill and then I doze off
Sorry, I can't help it
Nowadays, I'm feeling closed off
Wake up in the morning, heavy sweating, got my clothes on
I'm down on my luck, I'm tired of making all these slow songs

Put him in a situation he ain't wanna be in
Holding on the bottle, got the bird up with my free hand
Head in murky waters, I've been living in the deep end
I don't wanna die tonight, I guess it kinda depends
I've been barely living, I just make it to the weekend
Come to me, talk to me, sit with me, walk with me

Or you don't gotta say shit like a baby you could rock with me
I don't got much time left, baby, it would mean a lot to me
When I say forever, baby girl, I really mean that shit
I don't give a fuck about these bitches that you see me with

Went and fucked her friend and I still wish I didn't do that shit
You always press my buttons, girl, you do that shit to irk me
You said you wanna hoe out, girl, you said that shit to hurt me
She better off without you, man, you learn that shit the hard way

I won't ever forget when we was walking home from Parkway
Always made a promise that I'll love you on your worst days
We only in the spot because you lied up in the first place
Girl, I hate to say I miss the colors of your hair

What was you doing at the house, girl, you know I wasn't there
If you got nothing to hide, then why you acting like you scared
I was never first, you put everything on top of me
You never treat me like a partner, you just treat me like your property

Baby, do you remember when I pulled up, pulled up, yeah
I would hold your head when you would throw up, blew chunks, yeah
Three days, no sleep, fuck it, I'm up, yeah
I can't stand the rain

Remember when I held you down when you ain't have shit
I gave you a place to live when you fell out with your friends
How quickly they forget, man, I guess it's what it is
Baby, do you remember when I pulled up, pulled up, yeah

I would hold your head when you would throw up, blew chunks, yeah
Three days, no sleep, fuck it, I'm up, yeah
Baby, do you remember when I pulled up, pulled up, yeah
I would hold your head when you would throw up, blew chunks, yeah

Girl, I hate to tell you, I'm not really with the small talk
I don't need nobody, take this pill and then I doze off
Sorry, I can't help it, nowadays I'm feeling closed off
Wake up in the morning, heavy sweating, got my clothes on

I'm down on my luck, I'm tired of making all these slow songs
Put him in a situation, he ain't wanna be in
Holding on the bottle, got the bird up with my free hand
Head in murky waters, I've been living in the deep end

I don't wanna die tonight, I guess it kinda depends
I've been barely living, I just make it to the weekend
Come to me, talk to me, sit with me, walk with me
Or you don't gotta say shit, like a baby you could rock with me

Baby, do you remember when I pulled up (I do), pulled up, yeah
I would hold your head when you would throw up, blew chunks, yeah (I do)
Three days, no sleep, fuck it, I'm up, yeah
I can't stand the rain

(No I can't, I can't, I can't change how I feel
And it would be a lie to say I do when I don't
I'm so sorry, Teddy
I'm so sorry, but I just can't help it

I can't love anyone else, Jo I only love you
Teddy, it would be a disaster if we married, okay
It would be a disaster
We'd be miserable

Jo, I would be a perfect saint
I can't, I can't, I've tried it and I failed
Why does everyone expect it then
Why does your family and my grandpa expect it

Why are you saying this
Say yes
Let's be happy together, Jo
I can't say yes truly, so I'm not going to say it at all

And you'll see that I'm right eventually
And you'll thank me for it
I would rather hang myself than realize this, Jo
Teddy
I would rather be dead)